Appease to Please
“You don’t know your own mind” you say
Demanding respect, until I forget
Towing the line
Not making a fuss
“Don’t listen to them”
They don’t know
Its me and you against the world
Nobody cares, only me
Do as I say and it will all be ok
The doubts kick back in
“I’m not doing anything wrong!” You say
Its everyone else
We will be ok, just do it my way
Pulling on my heart strings
You know which ones to pull
“You don’t know your own mind” you say
I’m confused
“I don’t know what to fucking do”
Stay or leave
It doesn’t matter
You are always going to be there
Pecking at me head
Will you ever be fucking said !
I’m getting tired
Im going insane
Trying my best to hide the pain
I’m going out of my mind
But you would never know
Too engrossed in yourself and your own needs to care
Believing that I will would always be there
Mind games are dangerous
You were more powerful than you knew
The apologies no longer work
Sick of your lies
I’m going it alone
Breaking free was hard
You didn’t make it easy
Words pack a punch
But put me in a ring anyday
Rather than to have to listen to what you have to say
I nearly lost it
I nearly, lost it all
The ones I really love
The ones I really cared about
All because of you
Making me doubt
Your words are meaningless
They no longer hurt
The guilt and shame has gone
Never to return
Your on your own now mate
I got my own mind
I got my own life
I have a strength I thought never existed
Until I broke away
I will never be the same
A better version of me
I feel lucky, I got out
Before you drove me totally fucking insane
Goodbye
Love Fordy x
