Have done alot of reflection this week, despite and rocky 1st day back at work Monday after being off ill, each day has got better and better. I previosuly wrote about life being one big transaction and about how easy it is to slip into the bollox we call life, society, societies norms, societies expectations, […]
Category: Having a word with me sen
#shithappens – an excert from the book
So i thought i would share with you a little excert from the book about one of my childhood memories. Chapter 2 – All was not as it seemed I loved living at Woodseats, at Fraser Cresent, there was a small garden on the front, and a larger one off the back, we’d only […]
The power of #Havingawordweyasen
Evening fello weirdos 🙂 Had a good day today, apart from still not feeling 100% had a productive day and met a guy, who has recently set up a new Love Sheffield facebook group. Its not an open group, you must be recommended / invited to the group by a friend,  the key principles of […]
Society – Do us a favour and xxck off
Expectations Sometimes societies expectations on people can and does set them up to fail. then if and when they fail then society will make judgments. Judgments then creates stigma, stigma creates shame, shame prevents people from seeking support, because they don’t feel worthy or they have failed to live up to societies expectations of them. […]
SPICE and i’m not talking 10p mix
Over the past few days, weeks I have been bubbling with fury over recent press articles namely by the Sheffield star and other scare mongers, who are using the use and availability of SPICE as an opportunity to sell more papers or to donate to their fundraising efforts to they can save the fucking world, […]
I write only because there is a voice within me that will not be still – Sylvia Plath
Afternoon GuysI Tried a glass of wine last night, woke up feelng tired, but ok, until 11 am then BAM! the “Wine Witch, Wine Bitch” Â appeared and served me a lovely headache, so it seems i have well and truly ‘Fucked me sen up” Â Now every time i tell someone, i dont drink, i guarentee […]
Fuck me its deep one today – Expectations
Hi Guys had a great day today, defo on the up and up, i’m actually starting to feel half human again… So watch out Had a Reiki session today, which was ACE the word for today is expectations, me and my reiki freind Sarah, talked about expectations, our own and others expecations of us. Interestingly, […]
Happy Birthday Shauna
This post is dedicated to one of the most sensitive souls I know, to one of my closest and valued friends “Shauna Miller” If i had to describe you Shauna? “I would describe you as a nice expensive bottle of Prosecco, containing millions of bubbles off…” Optimism Hope Passion Compassion Desire Questions Intelligence Humility Belief […]
Day 8 – Just your normal average fucking weirdo
Right folks –Â It was day five of feeling shit when i last posted, guess what? currently on day eight, went back to docs Monday, just to reassure myself i aint got no brain tumour or MS – I know I know, your thinking WTF!! trust me i think it about myself. If there is […]
What will your regrets be?
Ola Not been writing, – (well i have been journaling, but you dont wanna see any of that, i’d be getting sectioned again). But because i have felt so shit the past few days, I have given me head a few days off and given your lot a break too… To be fair i think the […]
