A True Story
He called it love
But it didn’t feel like love to her
To the outside world
He was the perfect guy
It was like he could walk on water
But unbeknown to her
She was just another lamb to the slaughter
Like butter wouldn’t melt
She had to disguise how she really felt
He would sweep all the guilt into her direction
Sometimes she questioned if this was his way of deflection
She would try to fight back
But her words were used against her
Twisted and stretched, beyond recognition
She would take her words back
Feeling forced into submission
His words could be viscous
And his action malicious
His thirst for control was insatiable
At times it felt like he was unbreakable
She prayed that he might lash out
Any excuse to get out
But he was cunning
And the violence she prayed for
Was never forthcoming
There were days when her head seemed clearer
And she tried to stand her ground
But her resolve never lasted long
She was still weak and wasn’t that strong
Then one day she snapped
She realised that her Knight in Shining Armour
Was in fact a Snake Charmer
That this wasn’t a life
How he treated her it wasn’t ok
So she took the brave decision
To go her own way
At first, he didn’t take it well
But she’d broken free from his spell
No longer under his control
It was time to recharge her soul
She started putting her needs first
And slowly chipped away from his curse
As the hours and days passed
She finally felt free at last
It was a slow transformation
Making time for self-preservation
And whilst the earth kept revolving
She continued evolving
Her thirst for self-knowledge
Helped her to acknowledge
She was worthy of more
Than the woman she’d been before
Life hasn’t always been easy
But she’s managed to overcome
And despite some regrets
She’s proud of the person she has become
And she lived happily ever after
Thank you for taking the time to read.
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Omg well done you its Brill I love it really honest and true
thank you x
Wow, what a story with so little words xx deep and raw
Thank you Lucy x
OMG, this is so relatable!! Thank you for making pain into art!
How thank you x