I have invested in one of those alarm clocks that apparently slowing wake you up, mimicking the morning by bringing half an hours fake sunlight into the room before the alarm pipes up. My rationale is, that this time, 3 months ago, during the summer months, this time in the morning (7.20am) I would have […]
Working on memories
Working on being kind to myself of late, with what has been a very very busy last week, finding time for me hasnt been easy, but not impossible neither just a little harder. It is so much easier and feels nicer to be able to look back on postive memories and smile, but sometimes […]
Are you appeasing to Please?
Appease to Please “You don’t know your own mind” you say Demanding respect, until I forget Towing the line Not making a fuss “Don’t listen to them” They don’t know Its me and you against the world Nobody cares, only me Do as I say and it will all be ok The doubts […]
Not all dreams are fairytales x
I dreamt about dad last night He was supposed to be dead already and I never know when or even how he has come back to life again, in my dreams but he has. He’s never as bad before he died last time, which means this could go on for a while, before he deteriorates again. […]
Happy International World Mental Health Day
Well its International World Mental Health Day and I say lets have these days EVERY FUCKING day of the year. Now I’m all for raising awareness, today we will be bombarded with unheard stories from celebs or people who have struggled with their mental health, hoping to encourage people to come forward and seek support. […]
Isn’t praying simply #Havingawordwitheesen?
After sharing about this blog and my writing and the reasons behind it, some one suggested to me “you have found god, you just don’t know it?” Now don’t get me wrong, faith is brilliant, if it brings people comfort, hope, love, compassion, I aint got no problem with that. I work along side some […]
Being the unfiltered version of you
Unfiltered conversations, being you For Imran ❤️ I was talking about being able to have unfiltered conversations yesterday and how after weekend away with great company a weekend away full of unflitered conversations, i’m like back into reality, back in the rat race we call life I sometimes feel that i find myself filtering the real […]
Learning to not give a FUCK- Again
Its a paradox in itself, me saying “I dont give a Fuck” when in fact its quite the opposite, I find I “Give many Fucks”, but often i can be giving a fuck about some things that arnt worth giving a fuck about! and that can be my problem. After yesterdays post, i decided it might […]
Whats distracting you?
Distractions – I have found myself being distracted of late, and it is soooo easy for me to do. Probably, going away and letting lose, and drinking the whole weekend, hasn’t helped, Not that I am complaining mind, “I did have the BEST time” catching up with good friends, unfiltered conversations, loads of laughter, but […]
Instagram #Have_a_word_wi_thee_sen
I’ve been quiet on here, but despite being away on belfast visiting me old gaffer. Quite frankly there has been alot of drinking, laughter and catching up with some very dear freinds, but the laptop has come with me and the writing has still continued, just in me journal. There are no deep blogs today […]
