When dad came back into my life I could have never foreseen or predicted the journey I was about to take, I thought my addiction took me to dark places within myself, but dads addiction opened a new door to new fucking stratosphere of sadness and pain, but this time the option to turn […]
Category: Poetry
My poetry
I won’t be silenced
A few weeks ago I was pulled at work about a comment I had made at work, apparently, it wasn’t appropriate, basically, it wasn’t the right time or place to have shared my opinion. A wave of shame smothered me but being compliant, at the time I took it on the chin and apologised. […]
The pursuit of happiness isn’t about perfection, its about understanding, accepting our imperfections and managing them to the best of our ability and that’s all we can do
For years I put the needs another man’s before my own. I lived in a deluded world where I thought that if I could make him happy, fix all their problems that I would be ok! Say what he wanted to hear, opposed to what I wanted to say, do what he wanted to do […]
Don’t be fooled by what you see
Its been a tough week but it’s nearly over, I just wanted to say a BIG thank you to the following people you helped remind me that even if I am having a bad day, feeling low, uninspired that if I took my head out of my arse and looked around there is always someone […]
Ready, steady, go, go go
Recovery and me Every day Every second, minute, hour Never quite sure what life has in store today Never sure what shit may be thrown our way Our past’s act as our guide We have learned when we need to either stand up or hide Our thoughts our memories take a hold Playing a toying […]
Are you appeasing to Please?
Appease to Please “You don’t know your own mind” you say Demanding respect, until I forget Towing the line Not making a fuss “Don’t listen to them” They don’t know Its me and you against the world Nobody cares, only me Do as I say and it will all be ok The doubts […]
Wanting to be heard
Hi guys Its been a while, but thats because alot has been happening, life, work, relationships, worrying, overthinking etc etc… After building up some overtime, over the past couple of weeks, i decided to use it and take a much needed day off yesterday. And i soooo needed some “time out”, some time to think, […]
Were not alone
And i’m not talking about aliens, before you start thinking i have totally lost the fucking plot. After a great weekend away, i’m back and keen to resume my writing, I have just been writing a slot in the introduction to the book and thought i would share some of it with you guys, also […]
Fuck me its deep one today – Expectations
Hi Guys had a great day today, defo on the up and up, i’m actually starting to feel half human again… So watch out Had a Reiki session today, which was ACE the word for today is expectations, me and my reiki freind Sarah, talked about expectations, our own and others expecations of us. Interestingly, […]
