I dreamt about dad last night He was supposed to be dead already and I never know when or even how he has come back to life again, in my dreams but he has. He’s never as bad before he died last time, which means this could go on for a while, before he deteriorates again. […]
Category: Having a word with me sen
Happy International World Mental Health Day
Well its International World Mental Health Day and I say lets have these days EVERY FUCKING day of the year. Now I’m all for raising awareness, today we will be bombarded with unheard stories from celebs or people who have struggled with their mental health, hoping to encourage people to come forward and seek support. […]
Isn’t praying simply #Havingawordwitheesen?
After sharing about this blog and my writing and the reasons behind it, some one suggested to me “you have found god, you just don’t know it?” Now don’t get me wrong, faith is brilliant, if it brings people comfort, hope, love, compassion, I aint got no problem with that. I work along side some […]
Being the unfiltered version of you
Unfiltered conversations, being you For Imran ❤️ I was talking about being able to have unfiltered conversations yesterday and how after weekend away with great company a weekend away full of unflitered conversations, i’m like back into reality, back in the rat race we call life I sometimes feel that i find myself filtering the real […]
Learning to not give a FUCK- Again
Its a paradox in itself, me saying “I dont give a Fuck” when in fact its quite the opposite, I find I “Give many Fucks”, but often i can be giving a fuck about some things that arnt worth giving a fuck about! and that can be my problem. After yesterdays post, i decided it might […]
Whats distracting you?
Distractions – I have found myself being distracted of late, and it is soooo easy for me to do. Probably, going away and letting lose, and drinking the whole weekend, hasn’t helped, Not that I am complaining mind, “I did have the BEST time” catching up with good friends, unfiltered conversations, loads of laughter, but […]
Instagram #Have_a_word_wi_thee_sen
I’ve been quiet on here, but despite being away on belfast visiting me old gaffer. Quite frankly there has been alot of drinking, laughter and catching up with some very dear freinds, but the laptop has come with me and the writing has still continued, just in me journal. There are no deep blogs today […]
Maintaining me sanity, in a world of insanity
After a few months and the occasional question asking “if I am ok” I thought I would clear some things up, trust me this isnt coming from a bad place, thank you everyone who has cared to ask. Actually, i’m quite the opposite, i’m doing GREAT, better than i have in a long time. […]
Learning to trust yourself is hard fucking graft
Feelings, emotions are and can be a bastard, we all doubt ourselves at times, if we didnt i think we would all be walking fucking Psychopath’s. We can never escape feelings of self doubt, but we can learn to manage them. FACT – EVERYONE at some point in their life, doubts themselves, for some this […]
What can you do?
I was looking through social media and all the reactions to the three incidents over the weekend and it dawned on me that, 90% of these people, who are quite rightly, upset, scared, angry and who want justice are also frustrated that “no body is doing anything about it” “No body care’s” I would question […]
